helloooooou, i want my happines back, please?

quieeeeero que me digaan como CARAJO me fue en matemaaatica ¬¬
dios, que nervioss, mañana rindo fiiiiiiiiiiisica, que mieeeeeeeeditooo que tengo lpm!
ENCIMA, DIOS! LLEGUE A UNA CONCLUSION, TAN ABSORDA COMO QUE PUEDE SER CIERTA Y ESTOY EN ESTADO DE SHOCK, POR FAVOR! ALGUIEN QUE ME RESCATE DE MI LOCURA,

~Sweet Madness

tengo este dolor en el pecho, mas especificamente en el corazon. Quiero dejar de sentir lo qeu siento por él, quiero dejar de amar a alguien que no me ama que no valora mis sentimientos hacia él, que no le interesa lo que piense, ni lo que me haga mal, que solo piense en él y en su comodidad siempre, que me usee!
Pero yo tampoco hago nada para que deje de hacerlo, disfruto tanto cada momento junto a él que el simple hecho de no tenerlo, me destruye, me rompe en mil fragmentos,
Si no lo tengo, lo necesito, y si lo tengo, lo necesito mas todavia, es como el aire que respiro, necesario, indispensable, lo necesito para estar bien
quisiera por un instante que volvamos a estar juntos que vos todavia me amaras y seamos felices, pero ahora, que salgamos un dia a mirar las estrellas tirados en alguna frase, diciendonos lo mucho que nos amamos,, quisiera que estemos en mi casa, en mi cama mirando el techo tocandome, acariciadome ( no en el sentido perver), besandome y que tengamos un momento unico de amor, que solo nosotros pdamos disfrutar, ( mierda que cursilada asquerosa) quisiera que estes conmigo la puta madre, quiero sentirte a vos, a tu piel, tus besos en mi cuello, tus manos en mi espalda, que seamos unno los dos, eso quiero, que me entiendas y que yo te pueda entender a vos, que no halla secretos, que no halla nadie, que vivamos en nuestra propia burbuja.
Quiero dejar de sufrir por vos, quiero que seamos amigos, pero a la ves quiero que seamos muchismo mas que eso, quisiera poderte decir que te amo, que me encantas y que disfruto cada momento que paso con vos, por mas corto que sea, sin miedo a que vos no sientas lo mismo, sin miedo a tu rechazo, sin miedo a arruinar todo.
Quisiera simplemente que estemos juntos sin tener que escondernos del mundo, quisiera que ella nunca hubiera existido en tu vida, quisiera eso QUE ESTEMOS JUNTOS.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanda, las mejores amigas iban a ser ahora no? jaja! despuésmhala de gente careta, dios mío, esta gente loccaa! cuando me necesites y yo no esté para vos, ahí si me vas a extrañar no?
dios mio :/ esta gente raaraa..
En fin, 3 o 4 dias con el, estuve en el cielo, no paso nada, pero igualmente, la pasamos bien juntos, estudiando y boludiando jajaj, me encanta que seamos amigos por una parte, que vale aclaraaar es mas de la mitad, prefiero que seamos amigos a que seamos algo mas, aunque me mueva el piso, porqe es mejro asi OH YEAH! y ahora me empeze a hablar mas con cami, que va a ingles conmigo, UNNA IDOLA LA GUACHA, y ahora se me antojo tomar mate, voy a poner el agua :B
y nada, estoy buscando cualqier excusa pelotuda para no tener que esstudiar, pero tengo que ir de todos modos, ya termine de entender factorizacion, ahora tengo que terminar bien con la funciones exponenciales y ya termine con toodo para mñna, despues tenog que preparar logaritmos para el lunes y todo fisica para el martes que creo que no llego, porqe del primer trimestre no toque nada, im afraid :/ pero a la vez me tengo confianza, pero no me quiero confiar del todo,me puede llegar a ir mal :(
en fin jajaj, mañana sale desayuno con las chichis cuando termino de rendir :B
y hoy en el botanico con Niico me mordio una hormiga o eso dice él, y me dueeeeeeeele la mano ahoam HORMIGA DEMIERDA, SI TE ENCUENTRO TE MAATO ¬ ¬ MUAHAHAHA (?
im al peddo,

24.02.~ Paaaaaramore con Euuge *

BUENO, este, todavia no me puse a estudiar, pero nose NO TENGO GANAS, nose como carajo voy a hacer :( quiero llorarr!
mñna él me explica fisica, y voy a ver si me puede explicar algo de matematica otra vez jajaja; estuvimos ayer y anteayer juntos estudiando, lo máas lejos, me explica muy bien, y aparte no nos distraemos haciendo otras cosas, estudiamos posta, " estudiamos" ( el me explica o yo le cuento el cuennto, jajajajajajjaajjaaj ) pero bueno, estoy re ansiosa por paramore, los quiero ir a ver ya, AH! y mñna tengo que ir a buscar el papelito del mc para empezar a laburar, porqe hoy ya ni ahi voy,
fue un lindo dia, fui a tomar sol y al barrio chino con mi hermanito, me dueleeeeen las patas :D jajaja
pero bueno, me fui a escribir en mi tumblr :B

So tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you.
So tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you.
I was a lonely soul, I had nobody 'til I met you.
But you, keeping me waiting, all of the time
What can I do?

It's your life, and you can do what you want.
Do what you like, but please don't keep me waitin'
Please don't keep me waitin',
Cause I'm so tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you.
So tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you.
I was a lonely soul, I had nobody 'til I met you.
But you, keeping me waiting, all of the time
What can I do?

It's your life, and you can do what you want.
Do what you like, but please don't keep me waitin'.
Please don't keep me waitin'.

Cause I'm so tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you.
So tired, tired of waiting, tired of waiting for you.
For you
For you

AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! pendejo de mierda, quien carajo te pensas que sos ? dios mio, sabias que necesitaba que me ayudes a estuuudiar y ni diste la cara, FORRO ¬¬ dios la bronca que tengo es inmensaa! osea, me dijo, SI ME DESPIERTO VOY, son las 8 de la noche, todavia no te levantaste? dios mio que desepcion que sos pendejo, te juro, qe me dan ganas de no hablarte nunca mas.
Estoy muy enojada, me siento re pelotudiada, quiero romper algo, quiero fumar uun pucho, quiero, nose!! quiero algo que me descargue porqe no doy mas, voy a romper algo!
la concha que te re mil pario pedaso de forro, no te mereces ni que te de la hora pedaso de hijo de puta, TE ODIO.

I killed Sirius Blaaack! ~

OH MY GOD, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! (?
yeaaaaaaah! PARAMORE♥ viene a argentinaaaa! felicidad en su mas pura escencia, green day, paramore,falta avril y blink 182 y muero feliz. Ya le dije a mi vieja que en el verano me pon go a laburar para pagarme la entrada dios, que emociooon, mañana viene él, a mi casa, me va a ayudar a estudiar matematica (: y viene solamente para eso, no tengo intencion de que pase alguna otra cosa :P pero OMG, lo de paramore, es too much, onda, hace como 3 o 4 años que digo quiero que venga PARAMORE, AVRIL Y GREEN DAY , ya vino gd, ya hora paramore, PARAAAAAMOREEE!!! dios, increible
en fin, nose que mas agregarle a esta entrada sin sentido, se me borro magicamente mi carpeta con imagenes de paramore, y eras mas de 2000, me quiero matar, y ordene mi pieza, pero todavia no termino con la ropa, y tengo que retomar el gim, porqe estoy subiendo muuuuchisimo de peso :S
AH! y me hice las raices ya aclare un poquitito mas el pelo,. IUPI!
CREEO, que me voy a cortar el flequillo again, pero en una peluqueria, asi no me qeda mal :S

Graciela Canepa December 2 at 7:55pm

estás en el horno lamento que hayas defraudado a tu abuela, cagaste a la persona que menos se lo merece y de quien más recibís.Me parece que estás meando fuera del tarro y no es la primera vez.Ya sabes como sigue la historia, estemes no voy a poner el dinero del futboll de Lautaro porque no lo están llevando o sea que tu mami me cagó a mí tambien. Bueno será para tenerlo en cuenta.

Juuli Camps December 2 at 8:07pm

lo que respecta a mi vieja sinceramente me chpa tres reverendos huevos, ella me caga a mi todo el alo y yo no puedo decir ni mu
enc cuanto a lo de mi abuela agradeceria que no te metas en el tema, bastante mierda me hace sentir ella,
yo ya le explique que todo lo que hago no es intencional, le pedi disculpas y le dije que estaba arrepentida, de todos modos, yo no siento que me halla mandado una cagada, porqe la misma plata que me gaste la tenia repuesta, fue la divina de mi madre que no me la quiere dar para que yo pueda pagar ingles,
YA SE QUE DEFRAUDE A MI ABUELA, DEFRAUDO A TODO EL MUNDO, PERO BUENO, HARE COMO ME DICE LA ABUELA Y EN VES DE IR A INGLES IRÉ 2 VECES POR SEMANA A TERAPIA ASI NO ME QUEDO SOLA COMO UN PERRO, DE POR SI GRACIAS POR HACERME SENTIR PEOR,

Graciela Canepa December 2 at 8:33pm

me meto en el tema porque es mi hermana y yo soy la que tengo que escucharla cuando pasan las cosas, es mi hermana y esta vez me meto y tomo parte porque siempre me mantuve afuera y esta vez decidí opinar.Tu mami la mandó a la abuela a la puta que la parió y yo te digo que haber puteado a mi mamá que en paz descanse y a mi hermana, se ganó la distancia que voy a poner de ahora en más.Lo lamento por vos y tu hermano.Me parece muy bien que hagas terapia tu entorno, el de tu casa, no es el ideal y va a ayudarte. Si te hice sentir mal lo lamento yo no estoy mejor que vos, al contrario. Quedate tranquila que no te molesto más con mis opiniones.

Juuli Camps December 2 at 8:43pm

ME PARECE QUE SI TENES PENSADO TOMAR UNA DECISION CON RESPECTO A LAS CAGADAS QUE SE META MI VIEJA, QUE LA PERJYDICADA SEA SOLAMENTE ELLA, ME PARECE QUE BASTANTE POCO LO VES A MI HERMANO Y A MI UN POCO AMS SEGUIDO, PERO NO TANTO.y cuando hice terapia la deje porqe no sirvio para un comino, no vas a ganar nada distanciandote de nosotros dos y si lo querés hacer es puramente decision tuya, aunque no la respeto sinceramente. y no creo que estes peor que yo. No me molestan tus opiniones pero no me parece que sea ni el momento ni el medio de hacerlo, perdon si fui muy agresiva, pero yo no respondo por las cagadas que se manda ella ( mi vieja ) , te lo vuelvo a repetir,

que buena persona que soy ee, vivo defraudando a los que me quieren,

LO VAMOS A EXTRAÑAR MUCHO PROOFE, FUE EL MEJOR PROFE QUE TUVIMOS DE COMPUTACION,

Si me comentan en las entradas me hacen feliz eeh ¬¬ por lo menos para saludar JUM

Bueno, ya tengo las fechas para matematica, me faltan las de fisica que me darán mñna y que el puto de Costa me firme la puta grilla que nuuncca me quiso firmar ARGG -.-
y emm, nose, tengo mis uñas puestas :P me quedaron "bien", de lejos son hermosas, el domingo voy a ir al barrio chino con mi abuela y capas mi hermano ^^ el que quiera venir que se anote (? jajaja y nada, todo bastante caaaaalmo por ahora, cosa que esta re bien, me re colgue con elg im hoy ( capas mañana ) empiezo a ir todos los dias, aunque no tenga NI ganas :/
Tambien empeze a ver Sailor Moon, pero, se me recalienta la pc , porqe esta andando mal y se apaga en el mdio de algun capitulo, me tengo que te armar de paciencia, porqe son 200 capitulos, igual, estaba pensando en mirarlos en lo de mi abuela, aunque la copu de ella vaya a 1 por hora :/ es lo qe hay XD
a estudiar se ha dichoo (?

MIERDA! estoy en quinto año, increible! el último año, mi ultima oportunidad para intentar estar con él, mi ultima oportunidad para estudiar realmente antes de "el GRAN desafio" que me espera en la facultad, el último año para estar todos los dias con mis amigos, el úl ti mo. no puedo creerlo, es simplemente muy loco, no puedo que llegué hasta acá sin repetir, sin tener que matarme estudiando, paso todo tan rápido :/


por otro lado:
stupid stupid, stupid life, I hate it, I hate him, I hate YOU!

i dont believe you

I don’t mind it
I don’t mind at all
It’s like you’re the swing set
And I’m the kid that falls
It’s like the way we fight
The times I’ve cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion’s there
So it’s got to be right
Right?

No I don’t believe you
When you say don’t come around here no more
I won’t remind you
You said we wouldn’t be apart
No I don’t believe you
When you say you don’t need me anymore
So don’t pretend to
Not love me at all

I don’t mind it
I still don’t mind at all
It’s like one of those bad dreams
When you can’t wake up
It looks like you’ve given up
You’ve had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You’ll come around
Right?

No I don’t believe you
When you say don’t come around here no more
I won’t remind you
You said we wouldn’t be apart
No I don’t believe you
When you say you don’t need me anymore
So don’t pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don’t stand there and watch me fall
Because I, because I still don’t mind at all

It’s like the way we fight
The times I’ve cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it’s got to be right,
Right?

No I don’t believe you
When you say don’t come around here no more
I won’t remind you
You said we wouldn’t be apart
No I don’t believe you
When you say you don’t need me anymore
So don’t pretend to
Not love me at all

I don’t believe you

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na

I guess i just lost my husband
I don’t know where he went
So i’m gonna drink my money
I’m not gonna pay his rent (Nope)
I got a brand new attitude
And i’m gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight

So so what?
I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t need you
And guess what
I’m having more fun
And now that we’re done
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright, I’m just fine
And you’re a tool
So so what?
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And i don’t want you tonight

Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just checked my table
And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!
I guess i’ll go sit with Tom boy
At least he’ll know how to hit
What if this song’s on the radio
Then somebody’s gonna die
I’m gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
He’s gonna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
We’re all gonna get in a fight!

So so what?
I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t need you
And guess what
I’m having more fun
And now that we’re done
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright, I’m just fine
And you’re a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t want you tonight

You weren’t fair
You never were
You weren’t all
But thats not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren’t there
You let me fall

So so what?
I’m still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t need you
And guess what
I’m having more fun
And now that we’re done (we’re done)
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright(I’m alright),I’m just fine (I’m just fine)
And you’re a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t want you tonight

No No, No No
I Don’t want you tonight
You weren’t fair
I’m gonna show you tonight
I’m alright, I’m just fine
And you’re a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don’t want you tonight

Who knew

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew

You keep makin' me ill ♪

I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

you make me sick

They make me sick
I know I feel you
That's why we got to stick together
Yep, yep, yep
*laughs
I know it!

-You make sick
I want you and I'm hatin' it
Got me lit like a candlestick
Get too hot when you touch the tip
I'm feeling it, I gotta get a grip on this
Driving me crazy baby don't you quit
Can't get enought of it
You got me going again
Baby you got me going again
You make sick

We was on our way home on the freeway
In the six double O bumpin' Isley
He was gettin' kind of close, kind of touchy
Guess he had a little too much Hennesy
He told me that he wanna go home
With me up on the hill to my condo
Told me he would keep it all on the low-low
But I told him go I don't really know though

He got closer to me
He started getting deep
He had me in a zone
When he started to show me things
I never saw before
Baby was smooth but I knew it was game
Helluva a cool but you man had the same
The way he licked his lips
And touched my hips I knew that he was slick

So hot in my six now
So hot, had to roll all the windows down
Isley got me thinking 'bout them sheets now
Wondering should I really take it there now?
He told me you would make it worth it
But thinking how many times have I heard this
Got him feeling but I'm not even nervous
All his slick ass lines were kind of working

I felt my knees get weak
But he was calling me
Just couldn't take the heat
Anyway it was two or three
I had to get out the streets
Baby was cool but I knew it was game
He was too smooth to be screaming my name
And even though we made the best of it
I still told him this

Hmm...yeah
I want you and I hate it
Hot when you touch the tip
I'm feeling it
I gotta get a grip of this
Driving me crazy baby don't you quit
Can't no, no, no, no
Oh, you make sick
I want you and I'm hating it.

god is DJ

I've been the girl with her skirt pulled high
Been the outcast never running with mascara eyes
I see the world as a candy store
With a cigarette smile saying things you can't ignore

Like Mommy I love you
Daddy I hate you
Brother I need you
Lover hey ---- you

I can see everything
Here with my third eye
Like the blue in the sky

If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is a rythem
You are the music

If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what is given
It’s all how you use it

I've been the girl middle finger in the air
Unaffected by rumors
The truth I don't care
So open your mouth stick out your tongue
Might as well let go you can't take back what you've done

So find a new lifestyle
A reason to smile
Look for nirvana

Under the strobe lights
Sequence and sex dreams
You whisper to me
Theres no reason to cry

If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is a rythem
You are the music

If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what is given
It’s all how you use it

Take what you get and you get what you give
I said dont run from yourself man that's no way to live
(no no)
I've got a record in my bag you should give it a spin
(you should give it a spin)
Put your hands in the air so that life can begin
(life can begin)

If God is a DJ
If God
(uh uh uh uh, uh uh uh uh)
Say if God
(uh uh uh uh, uh uh uh uh)
Is a DJ

If God
(God is a DJ)
Then life is a dance floor
(God is a DJ)
Get your --- on the dance floor now

If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is a rythem
You are the music

If God is a DJ
(if God is a DJ)
Life is a dance floor
You get what is given
It’s all how you use it

If God is a DJ
(if God is a DJ)
Life is a dance floor
Love is a rythem
(then you are music)
You are the music

If God is a DJ
(if God)
Life is a dance floor
(if God is)
You get what is given
It’s all how you use it

If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is a rythem
(Then God wants you to shake your ---)
You are the music

If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what is given
(Then get your --- on the dance floor)
It’s all how you use it

the last to know-

Why was i the last to know
that you weren't coming to my show
you coulda called me up to say good luck
you coulda called me back, you stupid f***

why was i the last to know

first date, we ate sushi and it went well
i was funny and you said i was a cutey
that's the last thing i heard from you

i left tickets at the door for you
i had to tell my mom that there was no more room
you didn't show, that was so uncool
you coulda called me back

so i guess this means that we're not friends anymore
i heard its me you're asking for
i thought i'd see you at the show
you said you'd go

why was i the last to know
that you weren't coming to my show
you coulda called me up to say good luck
you coulda called me back, you stupid f***

why was i the last to know
why was i the last to know

after the date i wouldn't go home with you
i wouldn't put my hands in the air for you
you tried to get me to do things i just won't do
the last i heard from you

here's how i guess the story goes:
he woulda came if i was a ho
f*** for parts, thats just not how i roll
move it on down the row

so i guess we shouldn't be friends anymore
sick of hearing its me you're asking for
cos i thought i'd see you at the show
you said you'd go

why was i the last to know
that you weren't coming to my show
you coulda called me up to say good luck
you coulda called me back, you stupid f***

why was i the last to know
why was i the last to know

you thought you knew me, i guess you didn't
you thought you had me, i think you didn't
you thought you knew me, i guess you didn't

why was i the last to know
that you weren't coming to my show
you coulda called me up to say good luck
you coulda called me back, you stupid f***

why was i the last to know
why was i the last to know
why was i the last to know

Please dont leave me

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is....broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
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I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

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Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me